What the fuck is it going to take to fix me
Full of ambition Out of motivation
Nihilism is alive in me
My life is a constant battle between
Caring too much or drowning in apathy
I don’t deserve what I get
I don’t deserve the friends I have
I hate myself
I hate this world for hating me back
Am I getting left behind
am I not good enough to catch up
Am I worth your time or Am I stuck
Will you take me with you, or leave me behind
Always first to stay Even when I’m losing faith
Take what you need With no regard for me
What the fuck is it going to take to fix me
What the fuck did I ever do to you
Take what you need With no regard for me
Im waiting for apathy to set in
I’m begging to feel nothing again
What the fuck is it going to take to fix me
Chaos reigns
Controlling me
I’m begging for release
Close my eyes eternal sleep
Always the first to stay
Even when I’m losing faith
So take what you need
With no regard for me
Do you have what I need?
I’m nothing like you and I’m proud to fucking say that
First WTF was google music actually throwing something good into my feed.
Second WTF was everything every goddamn member of this band does. This and the previous album have been on repeat for weeks. All other music tastes like diet water. Help. Gruso