1. |
Force Fed
02:13
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You can take this from me
You can take everything
I won’t leave
I will never change
Cast out, Force fed
Pushed down, Left for dead
Ask yourself if you’re alive
Just Breathing doesn’t make it so
I ask again, are you living
Or just dying slow
Living through deception based on forced perception
Call it a life ,I see a lie
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2. |
Leave Me
02:16
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What the fuck is it going to take to fix me
Full of ambition Out of motivation
Nihilism is alive in me
My life is a constant battle between
Caring too much or drowning in apathy
I don’t deserve what I get
I don’t deserve the friends I have
I hate myself
I hate this world for hating me back
Am I getting left behind
am I not good enough to catch up
Am I worth your time or Am I stuck
Will you take me with you, or leave me behind
Always first to stay Even when I’m losing faith
Take what you need With no regard for me
What the fuck is it going to take to fix me
What the fuck did I ever do to you
Take what you need With no regard for me
Im waiting for apathy to set in
I’m begging to feel nothing again
What the fuck is it going to take to fix me
Chaos reigns
Controlling me
I’m begging for release
Close my eyes eternal sleep
Always the first to stay
Even when I’m losing faith
So take what you need
With no regard for me
Do you have what I need?
I’m nothing like you and I’m proud to fucking say that
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3. |
Panic
02:21
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I can feel it creeping in
Like a wave across my skin
I Try to bury it within
It never fails to surface again
My nervous system is my defense mechanism I’m starting to think it’s more of a prison
What’s up bitch
If you got a problem let it be known
Speak the loudest mother fucker
or become a sheep and join the god damn heard
(Barely alive
feeding off memories
constantly asleep
Feeding on dreams
of what I used to be)
I didn’t ask to be born into this life
It just gets heavier with time
I feel the panic setting in
Locked in my room because it’s comforting
I see you in everything around me.
It’s the reason I shut out my surroundings
The moment you become what I’m used to I’ll turn and run in search of something new
Some people never change
While others can’t seem to stay the same
You’re a different breed
so put on your face hide your insecurities
You’re a different breed
ill stick to wearing mine on my sleeves
You’re a different breed
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4. |
Still Here
02:55
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(I know what I have to do but idk if I have the strength to do it
One day Ill get out of this hole I’m stuck in
No more digging
it’s time I started climbing again)
Why do I constantly show up to a job I hate
Look the other way when they forget my name
Forcing a smile, hiding my shame
Easily replaceable Just a nameless face
(I could walk away easily separate)
If I wasn’t buried in debt
Searching for the perfect escape
Give me a reason to STAY
COMPLACENT
Stuck in cycle
Killing my self
Just to make a payment
A constant disappointment
What can I say that hasn’t been said
What’s the use
It won’t matter now & it didn’t matter then
I know what I have to do
but idk if I have the strength to do it
I could walk away easily separate
If I wasn’t buried in debt
Complacent
Bottom feeder trend leacher how’s it feel to be the pack leader
(I could walk away easily separate)
You can’t walk two dogs with one fucking leash
(easily separate)
Don’t be surprised when they bite the hand that feeds (easily separate)
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5. |
Refuse To Exist
02:45
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Empty skies, empty minds
Endless Searching, nothing to find
You say god is love, I say love is blind
That must me be why he can’t see me
Crawling on your hands and knees
Begging for inner peace
God was never there for me
I am not your masterpiece
No heavens No hells
No gods No spells
No before No afters
No spirits No raptures
No souls to save.
No life beyond the fucking grave
Feeding on the young and the weak
You judge and obey
Cover me in sin.
Love never found a home within
When I needed you most
You were never there for me
these feelings cease to exist.
I used to live for this,
now I find myself
searching for the exit
No souls to save.
No life beyond the grave
No heavens No hells
No gods No spells
This is it searching for the exit
No before No afters
No spirits No raptures
Crawling on your hands and knees
(You never there for me)
Begging for inner peace
(You never there for me)
God was never there for me
(I am not your masterpiece)
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